I am here again after  about 1.5 month,in last days I was sad,something happend.... Anyway they change me .Now I'm so tired.I'm very alone.But i want to change my world ,How? I don't know.I think only God can help me to improve my life. The life goes very fast  maybe become very late.Today I decide to make a diffrence ,so I went outside alone. Usually I go with my hasband to shop or walk.I have a big problem here,and that is, The language.That's right ,I live in Germany and I don't know deutsch.After 5 month today I went to a drugstore and spoke to the woman in there.it 's a big change in my life,I think,

you know ,Today is 23th of December and the day after tomarrow is Christmas. people in Germany are very happy and proper themselves for this holiday from one month ago.In our house our nighbores make a evergreen tree and under it full of presents!They believe the saint claus(baba noele farsi) will come and take gifts for children!I wish , our people can be happy too.